What's going on Fam, I'm back!! I just got in from dropping the children off at school not too long ago and I'm sitting at my computer trying to be productive while adding a blog in for fun and my much-needed antisocial socialization. I'm shaking this negative vibe that's trying to reach me through things just placed in the way. I'm so over the struggle I swear Fam, but I'm not gonna focus on the negative. I really have been thinking about this new idea I have for what I plan to paint next. The canvases I have are much too small for my idea though so that's the only reason I've been putting it off. I really need to get my art up for my future gallery. That is still a definite goal I have. You know I've been thinking of starting a gofundme or something similar for my art, stuff needed in general, and my future gallery. I seriously think I might. I honestly can not do everything on my own. It just isn't possible. Life is a Bitch, then you die. I believe that's how it goes... Anyway, I'm just trying to keep my mind and ideas flowing because I'm trying to do big things. I am so focused right now on figuring things out you have no idea. I am absolutely consumed by it. I feel like Doc from "Back To Future" right now LOL. I'm not talking small, even though I definitely have to start from the ground up. I'm talking about big fixes. I'm so tired of lying down on this figurative ground. Small is no longer working for me. I'm gonna post a few random things to get a feel for this site real quick. Stay with me, Folks.

Me focusing while trying to drown out any negative thoughts...